I'm sure that the people here that still know me have noticed my extreme drop in activity.
Well, as it had been brought to my attention... I guess I should just make it official....
I'm leaving WD.
I hate to say it. I don't want to say it. I don't want to leave, But with my own best interest in mind... I have to.
I love this place. It had been such a huge part of my life for what, three years now?
I originally joined here as a little newbie who didn't know how to RP basically at all.
I did a whole bunch of things wrong, I've made so many mistakes...suffered because of things here much more then my actual real life... but also made some of my best friends here.
Rex.... Who, I will love forever. I really hope he understands why I'm doing this. I'd hate for him to be disappointed in me... although, heh, that's doubtful. He never had been.
Doogie. Oh Whorebuiscuit, I love you. I don't even know if you're here anymore. And i don't even think I need to put into words how much I fucking love you. I know this won't affect us at all. You've become my best friend in and outside of the internet <3 But I felt as if I needed to mention you because this is where we met.
Ren. Gurl. I love you. You still have my msn and my tumblr, so hopefully you'll still talk to me, this isn't goodbye <3
I am going to fucking miss RPing with you though... like honestly I don't think you have any idea. You're a great RPer, and I had so much fun with you, especially in the Cbox, considering the one thread we had just well, died. haha.
Cadence. Kinda what I said to Ren applies to you too. It makes me sad, I didn't really know you like as much as i think i did if i actually talk about it. I love you to death, and I'm going to miss cbox rping with you too.... it was always so much fun. v.v
I know I still have your msn, so I really hope that this isn't goodbye for us either... <3
Ellie. ellie ellie ellie. gurl. Ah. As far as I can remember i think I rped with you like once. But you yourself became a very close friend of mine and i love you even though you are completely ridiculous. You still im me occasionally, and I really appreciate that. <3 And I hope to talk to you in the future!
Zeph. I haven't talked to you in forever and that makes me a little sad. but whatever.... I have you # still, i think. Idk if you still have mine. If you do you should text me if you feel like it. or im me... I'd love to talk to you. I don't think we ever actually rped... which in unfortunate. :/ but yeah. I'll miss you Zeph... maybe we can meet up at AX sometime, if you'll ever get your butt to go
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Limi. WHY ARN'T YOU EVER ON OMG. I LURVE YOU LIKE 5EVER BUT UR NEVER ON TO TALK TO MEH D8< You know where to find me my lovley so hopefully ( haha ) this isn't good bye. *snuggles you* :3
To many of my other friends... I honestly don't even know who's here anymore. I love you guys and I'm sorry. I know a good few of you know my actual reason for leaving. And I don't know... I'm sorry that things can't be different. If I could, I'd stay. I love it here. And i'm really sad to be saying goodbye.
I'm not giving up rping though, oh no. I'm actually an Admin on another site now, along with my big sis Lightning, Noely and Vivs. So... i think i'll be alright.
I would really appreciate if you guys wouldn't delete my account. Maybe, although doubtful, i may return sometime when I feel braver. I probably will periodically checking in when I remember. I can't just never look at the site again. I'm a to much of a f'in lurker for that haha.
Feel free to remove my internship though. Give it to someone here that would be much better then me.
I guess that's it....I don't know what else I can really say.
I love you all.
- Lakuria Liliy Syaoran. aka Kuri, your Queen of Feels <3
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