My light seems to be growing dim...

[shiay]

It seems... that I'm going to be leaving... and if... perchance... there's some kind of miracle... I don't think I'll be coming back.

Thanks to recent events, I don't know if I want to do anything anymore.

I'm sorry... and goodbye...

[Rex]

Awww man. It's always a bad to see a member go, especially someone like you shiay. Whatever it is thats going on in your life I hope you get through It.

Well.....*sniff* bye.

[cranlon]

You know how I feel, despite everything though... I still love you, Sis.

[Era]

Well, I was hoping to get to know and RP with you. I've seen so much of you around the site... But I guess I passed up my chance. =/

Regardless, I do hope things get better for you, and I too am sorry to see you go. Even though you didn't really know me, from what I've seen of you, I'll still miss you.

--Era

[kagemaru99]

Wow I actually feel sad to hear, I mean, read, that ... =X

...Go and search for your light..

[lexicon]

...No.


I will NOT let you leave. I-...I just can't.

[Doogie]

Aww! Even though I don't know you, it is still very sad to hear that a fellow member is going to leave. I hope that whatever is going on in your life gets better.

[rook]

Everything I think I should say has already been said, Jay. Whatever you may choose to do, just remember we're all still here for you. Always.

[mutoman]

I swear to Goddess, J, don't do anything stupid.

[Larxene]

*huggles* Don't say stuff like that, hun. You'll be okay.

[ornitiadanz]

...Why...?

[Admin]

Shiay please don't leave...you've been such an amazing staff member and a wonderful addition here. It's going to be so much different without you...

But it is your decision. Please just know there will always be a place for you here and you will be greatly missed.

[darkunslint]

I wont say I understand because I could never. But I and im sure all of the other WD members will be here when/if you do return, remember your not alone.

[Ellie who has 0%]

Aaaaaw, I wish and hope for the best for you Shiay!

[shiay]

((*copy pasta from the staff forum*))

*calmed down some*

After... having hourless talks with friends and sleeping through the pain... I've decided that it's better that I have a hiatus than just up and leaving. There's a lot of things in the world that I don't know... but being with John, I do know this:

He wouldn't want me to stop being me and give up everything I love... so as I quiver and cry typing this out... I'll assure you that I shall be back.

There is one thing, however... As others know, I want Riku. It's different without John to be RPing him... but if I see him go to someone else, it'll hurt me more than anything. When I first came to the site, I was disappointed that he was actually taken... but getting to know and love the RPer that had him... I think that if I take him... it'll at least do the ones that knew John some justice. I'll give up any of my characters to take him in... People know that I've never asked for anything great on the site... it's the only thing, in fact, that I have asked for.